The lottery....

Why can't we just win the lottery or something? I feel like I've been trying to get a job forever and no one has even called me. It just sucks, I mean we can pay our bills and we still have a little left over, I just hate everything being so tight. It just seems like everytime we think we're gonna have extra something happens. For example this month we had to buy tags for my car, which is like 70 bucks. That money doesn't come from nowhere. I feel like I'm not contributing at all, but I don't wanna start working at some crappy place, like taco bell or something and then when school starts and Garrett leaves I won't be with McKaillyn at all. I was just looking at the classes for school and I have taken almost EVERYTHING they are offering, which in a sense is a good thing, but then again it's a bad thing, because after this term I think I'm going to have to go to the main campus and take 16 week classes. If that happens I'm going to have to work in Hoptown, or switch schools or something. Grr. It's nice to know that as far as taxes go though we only have to file income, no bonus, bah, or food allowance, and that will for sure make a difference. Anyway, just need a good job that I can work only like 20 hours a week, so when I'm gonig to school that much it will be a full time job and I'll still be able to see my kid lol. Anyway, McKaillyn has been screaming for 10 minutes because I won't let her go play with her new potty so I'm gonna write more later.